the last couple days have been pretty weird. I didn’t feel like posting at all. which is in itself pretty different. usually I post as a decompression activity - or because I want to say something. however in the last couple days I have really felt that my motivations for posting on my ‘blog’ were not exactly legit. hah. they were not really illegal - just not necessarily in the same vein as …

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and freaked out a bit. I finally calmed down and found out that it will all be ok. I wasn’t freaking out about anything in particular. just freaking out. more of a nervous situation than anything. it was pretty weird. it is funny when you create scenerios in your head and they matter SOOO much - yet 15 minutes later you are like.. “ehh whatever.” basically I woke up, went home, saw that my serve…

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umm. soo.. yea.. umm.. uhh.. I am like.. uhh.. this weekend was great. we had a fun time. it was wonderful to have jon visit. we hadn’t really hung out in recent times and we were able to spend some real quality time chillin. it is interestig to see how wwe each our growing up and going our separate ways. this combined with the blog wars …

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so my accupunture last night was cool. it strangely seemed to effect my mood - which I was not quite ready for. I was totally a irrational, tired and emotional mess. haha. but I knew it while it was happening - so I just acted weird a couple times and was mostly quiet. I wonder if it was the actual accupunture that put me into a funk or if it was just the fact that I was tired and the pushing mys…

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is when you lose a blog entry mid creation. ohhhhh. I hate that a lot. I had written about my night here on bald mountain and how it was a lot of fun and crazy. but now I am not interested in rewriting my entry. sad day. so here is the summary:
work dumb
went to bar with matt
bonded with matt
morgan invited us to hang out at watusi
was

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so I am reading beowulf (or is it this). it is interesting to read for fun what I once rejected reading for school. however it really brings me back to all the discussions we had about the text. sometimes literary critique is fun. other times i hate it.

i am going to get a new …

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i was so weird yesterday. I didn’t want to be at work. so I just did my work without mentioning a word to anyone - and I reacted poorly when I was spoken too. it was annoying even to me.. I guess I was coming down fro…

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staying up for work is killing me. haha. even thought it was a couple days ago. I obviously need to take this weekend and sleep in. when I just typed sleep. I thought I maybe mispelled it. and when I lookd and it was spelled right I was so confused - cuz I swore I spelled it with a lot of Ls and no Es. whatever. I hate keyboards. they are mean to me. check out

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i really enjoy words. they seem to really add good things to our world. I want to be smart. someday. someday. I get really worried that my lack of writing structure will stifle my ability to exist in “blog” reality. I guess I iwll have to defeat my inelequoence by linking to cool stuff. haso here is a really nice movie

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So I have been trashing my blog by quoting aim and such. it is nice and humorous but it totally throughs of the blog feel and makes it kinda childish. I really don’t like it. but I am still laughignabout this prank I pulled on my friend scott - so I will share it with yall.. it is the last one for awhile.. (unless I continue to be awesome)So the setup was that I wanted to play a joke o…

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